Missionary Kid Part 2
By Sandi B.
Truth is the Bottom Line
Our opinions and intentions have no bearing on the truth. The truth stands on its own. It does not rely on our stamp of approval. The truth is that all races are different — they didn’t evolve — God made us very different because He wanted us different. He has a plan and we, through world missions, interracial marriage, and now bringing into the world children of no race — and therefore, no purpose — are destroying that plan. But it can’t be completely destroyed, because God won’t let it fail. I don’t resent my parents’ whole life and how we were raised. They did it thinking that was God’s plan. Though their hearts were in the right place, wanting to serve God, and they have received a lot of praise and recognition from men, that doesn’t make world missions right. Nor dies it make child sacrifice right.
What else isn’t right is that we have never been able to talk openly and honestly about this. I never realized how the search for truth would divide our family. I thought we all loved the truth. But I think what we really love is our idea of what we want to be the truth. Truth is the bottom line — and either we accept or reject it. But we can’t change it. What we think of it doesn’t matter. God didn’t ask our opinion. So there are a lot of broken hearts because much of what we thought was the truth, turned out not to be the truth — and that is what we were sacrificed for. I guess the whole purpose of life is to test us to see if we love the truth or not — because Jesus is the truth. His way is the truth — and it is narrow and hard.
I cherish my godly upbringing and my family. What I was taught was to love the Lord my God with all my heart, soul, strength and mind. I was taught that the entire Bible was the Word of God. I was taught that I was a sinner saved by grace through faith through the redeeming work of Jesus Christ. I was taught that my life must be in accordance with Scripture. I was taught to seek the truth and follow it regardless of what man might say. I was taught to seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and entrust all my life and needs to His care.
So what went wrong? How could I, a missionary kid, former missionary and pastor’s wife, have changed so much in my theology? All that I was taught as mentioned above is what I believe and practice today. But I have come to a different conclusion then what I was taught regarding who Adam was. For that answer of who Adam was is the basis for my other conclusions. If we don’t rightly understand who Adam was, the rest of our biblical interpretation will be skewed.
You need to know a couple things about how my husband and I came to this conclusion. I can say before God that I have studied the Bible more in the last twelve years that I did in my entire life up to that point. I simply presumed that all I had been taught was indeed the truth because it way taught to me in all sincerity. But some things came up and I had to study for myself. I have wrestled and grappled and struggled with my conclusions knowing full well the cost. It has cost me everything. I have lost almost every friend I had before 1996 because they think I am a heretic — including all my MK friends. When we asked them to show us where we are wrong, they said they would get back to us. No one has spoken to us since. That was several years ago now. And that is only partially the price we have paid. But what we have lost is nothing compared to what we have gained in Christ Jesus.
Truth cannot be denied. If Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life — then the truth will not conflict with His revealed Word. I also believe that we must worship God in spirit and in truth. So I have loved the search for truth and devoured both the Scripture and many books in search of the truth as well as spent hours in prayer asking God to please keep my husband and me from deception.
After returning home from the mission field, we realized that America was not the Christian nation we thought it was. My husband and I started searching because we looked at our “Christian” nation filled with Judeo-Christian churches who have discarded God’s laws as no longer relevant, loved the Jews, supported and did everything possible to promote the Jewish “state of Israel,” sent missionaries all over the world, and welcomed into our land all the foreigners. If the Jews are who they claim to be and if the biblical nations are all the races on the planet, and if God’s laws no longer apply as long as we love everyone — then we ought to be the most blessed nation on earth, abounding in the blessings of God. What we instead see is a nation that is living our and reaping the curses of Deuteronomy 28. We are hurtling toward self-destruction faster than any great nation in the history of our people. We are overrun with every sort of evil. Something is really wrong with this picture.
No one wants to admit it, but THE EMPEROR HAS NO CLOTHES ON !! It took a child to say what was obvious but what the adults wouldn’t admit.
When this truth was presented to my husband and me, we were stunned. We knew that someone was right and someone was wrong and we had to find out for ourselves. One thing we have always believed is that truth fears no investigation. Every free minute practically was spent in study. The more we studied the more we realized several things.
- The only part of God’s law that was canceled was the ordinances (the religious rituals that looked forward to Christ) that were nailed to the cross along with the death sentence. We cannot justify ourselves by observing the law. We are only justified by grace through faith in the shed blood of Jesus Christ for His people. But every command of God reflects God’s holiness. Every command reveals what godliness is — what righteousness looks like in our everyday world. Am I ungodly for loving God’s laws? I obey His laws out of love and the deepest gratitude for what He has done for me. And I can find every main law reiterated in the New Testament — except the sacrificial laws.
- Then we studied all the biblical covenants. We discovered that you can’t have the New Covenant (Testament) without the Old Covenant (Testament) — it is based on the Old Covenant. They are inseparably connected. The Old Covenant is based on God’s promises to Abraham which He gave on oath and which are never to be repealed. The New Covenant in the blood of Jesus Christ is based on God’s promises to Abraham and brings His promise to fulfillment. It had to be studied. Covenants are sacred bonds between very specific parties.
The parties had to be identified. The Bible clearly identifies the parties to the New Covenant in Jeremiah 31:31 and Hebrews 8:8-10 and 9:15. (Also, see Luke 1:31-33 & vs. 67-78). But we also saw in 1 Corinthians 15 that “all” was traced to Adam’s line, for IN ADAM “all” died, and in Christ (“the last Adam”) “all” are made alive — “all” is very clearly in the context of Adam’s descendants. So it became very, very important to determine who Adam’s race was.
- We then started at the very beginning — the very best place to start — and read with new eyes. The more honestly we read, examining many times almost every word — the more we realized that we had misidentified almost every party in the Bible. It’s like reading a book but ignoring the introduction that names all the players — thus misidentifying the main characters and coming to the wrong conclusion. We studied Adam with great zeal because Genesis 5:1 made it clear that the Bible is about Adam. Either all races came from Adam or only one race came from Adam. You can’t have it both ways Using the Bible (and studying it in context), science, anthropology — not to mention using the eyes, brain and common sense which God gave us — we had to admit that only one race could come from Adam (or Noah). Adam and Noah weren’t some sort of freaks that were all races rolled into one who miraculously produced children of distinct races for a short period of time and whose descendants then could only reproduced according to their race as we see today. That’s preposterous. God gave us eyes to see and common sense. He gave us centuries of history to show that these “mutations” could not have caused the existence of the distinct races we see today like some creation scientists would like you to believe. God created each race by His sovereign choice.
God is the God of order and perfect design. God — the Absolute Sovereign Creator of the great variety of all we see — created every race with varieties within each race for His own purposes and glory! Then, God made it very clear through repeated evidence that kind reproduces kind and their offspring will not deviate unless they intentionally are mixed. One of the great laws of science is that it must be observable and repeatable to be fact — otherwise one’s conclusions are simply theory. When we don’t mess with God’s ordained order, it is very clear. Each race reproduces its own kind. It is very repeatable and observable and does not deviate. It also is in perfect accord with God’s command to reproduce kind after kind. It maintains the perfect order and variety God created for His glory. We could not deny the glorious plan of God. Once that was clear — and it is so clear — we had to grapple with the question, “What about the other races?”
This was very difficult. I know that my whole family’s purpose has been to win the Filipinos (and all other races) to Christ. No — this was not easy to tackle. I knew that the cost here could be very high. But I had to find out the truth. Are the other races parties to any of the covenants in the Bible? The answer is “no.” God created all the other races good and for His purposes. But they were not God’s special creation, Adamkind. They were not created with the same purpose. Adam was created to have a special relationship with God and to rule God’s creation — including the other races — according to God’s righteous laws. That is why God created Adam in His own image. God then chose Israel to be His treasured possession and wife. The wholestory of the Bible is the story of God and His wife, national Israel — who was an adulterous, idolatrous wife — whom He finally divorced and sent away according to His own Law. Only a tiny portion of the house of Judah was spared in order for Jesus Christ to come in the flesh, made like His brethren, to redeem His own. In order to redeem her, according to His own Law, He had to die as the husband.
The glorious redemption was fulfilled in Jesus Christ, who came for His own, died for His own, redeemed His own, and rose again from the dead to reclaim His own bride. When Jesus died as the second or last Adam, He bought the whole race of Adam (the world) in order to redeem His bride, Israel. It was Israel who He foreknew. God is the same, yesterday, today and forever. His amazing plan was never discarded. He knew the end from the beginning.
So what about the other races? Let me put it this way. When a man decides to get married, he chooses his one and only bride. There are many nice women out there, but they are not a party to this contract of marriage or marriage covenant. That is not hateful or cruel. That’s how it is and that is the law of marriage. It is the same with God. He has made His choice.
God will do with the others as He wills. But they are not in view regarding Scripture, which is about His people — His wife. The other races are in view only in that they are to be brought under God’s laws in dominion, which will greatly benefit them and they should be taught to worship and honor God as God. As to what happens when they die, God knows. They are not under the same curse as Adam. We can entrust them to God.
So who are the descendants of Israel today? The Bible has already clearly proven the direct line from Adam to Israel. My husband and I did a very intense study into the migrations of the Israelites after they went into the Assyrian captivity. We have a great deal of evidence for clearly documenting the “lost tribes” (which were not only the 10 northern tribes but over 200,000 of the house of Judah) migrated north and west and eventually settled the European nations, Britain and Scandinavia. We, their descendents, are the Biblical descendants of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. The White nations comprise the many nations God promised Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. The promises that God made to Abraham and which were confirmed in the New Covenant in Jesus Christ are for u s! We who had been divorced by God for our great spiritual adultery and idolatry and were considered aliens to the covenant and unable to return to Him through the curse of the law were now redeemed! (A divorced woman was forbidden by God’s law to return to her first husband if she had been with another husband.)
If the European nations are Israel, then who on earth are the “Jews”? So it became critical to find out who today’s Jews are. We closely examined the Jews and their writings. What we found was shocking. The Jews are NOT descendants of Biblical Israel, but are impostors using this guise to carry out their incredibly evil schemes. They come from a mixture of Japheth, Turks, Edomites, Canaanites and Mongols. The vast majority of “Jews” today (around 96%) call themselves “Ashkenazim” (descended from Japheth, NOT Shem). They readily admit who they are, but Christians won’t believe them because that would mess up their eschatology and theology. Jews are the openly declared enemies of Jesus Christ and Christianity. They will never turn to Him because they hate Him with all their beings. Their goal is world dominion and the annihilation of everything Christian, including our race.
They are behind the demise of our once godly nation. America is going down fast. We are not being blessed by God. How can He bless us when we love those who hate Him and who He hates? We support them, and have placed them in the majority of leadership positions in our government. They determine what is taught in our schools. They own almost every media network and newspaper, shaping the opinions and thoughts of our people. They own or control almost every banking children are going to have to live with. God commanded us as descendents of Adam to take dominion and rule this planet according to His laws under the Kingship of Jesus Christ. Instead, we have abdicated, and turned over our responsibilities to His enemies and played “church,” breaking all His laws except those that suit our fancy. Is this godly?
My husband and I are doing everything we know to hold us accountable for what others decide, but we are accountable if we close our eyes to the truth or close our mouths (as someone in my family suggested I do) so that our life would be easier and people would like us. I am speaking out now as a MK on behalf of today’s MKs and am begging you, before God, to stop sacrificing your children for false doctrine.
I also want to say that I thank and praise God for giving me a husband who loves Him and truly is seeking first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness. God has given me a husband who was willing to lose everything this world offers for the surpassing greatness of seeking and finding the truth, and for the glorious privilege of holding out the truth to tour kinsmen. I have walked with my husband as my head in Christ Jesus and together we have struggled for and sought the truth as a hidden treasure. We are truly one, not only as husband and wife, but also in faith and understanding. I don’t deserve this, but I thank God daily for my husband and how he has faithfully led me as his wife and given his life to serve Jesus Christ.
What does Isaiah say? “To the law and to the testimony.” I speak out of a heart that is broken over the evils of our land and what we have done as a people in Christ’s name. I speak out of a heart that is broken over the grief of broken, bruised, and scarred MKs. But I also speak out of great joy and hope. For God has promised that it we — His people — humble ourselves and repent and return to Him that He will hear our prayer, forgive our sins and heal out land.